
Sunday, March 13, 2011
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Friday, August 20, 2010
Jill
Monday, May 3, 2010
I am NOT afraid!


Thursday, December 3, 2009
Ich weiss du bist berüchtigt!
Friday, September 4, 2009
raw flesh
Monday, August 17, 2009
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
utter devotion

Monday, August 10, 2009
Infatuated by Temptation?
Thursday, August 6, 2009
Run for it!
Trust is an emotion.
Emotions are unsafe.
Unsafe means helpless.
Helplessness my biggest fear.
But trust is also passion.
A powerfull feeling of comfort.
Freedom to be oneself.
Free to be a woman.
Free, to feel the desires of a man.
It is empowering & extremely feminine.
The utter core of femininity.
But to me it has been so much more safe to build up walls.
Thinking they would keep me safe,
but I have learned that
even if they do
they will prevent me from feeling.
Creating the inability to truly develope emotions.
Struggle
Being taught that a male over oneself is humiliating.
Feeling a man ferociously demanding this,
against ones will
deludes the understanding
that having a male over you is a utmost natural state.
Trusting,
that he can control himself & his desires.
For him to be touched by his woman
feel her softness
how fragile she is
for her to embrace him at night,
doesn't make him weak or her succuming.
It is a womans gift to give her man balance & pleasurable fulfillment.
Just as it is his to give safety & satisfaction.
Losing control? No -giving it up willingly for something higher!
So I'm staying. No more running