Thursday, July 30, 2009

Coup d'etat(draft)


My mind had a revolution a couple months ago,
a civil war between my basic moral installations if you will.

On one side you had the established Morals,
a corrupt gang of adrenalin no good seeking Morals.
Never failing to lead me down narrow paths, the wrong way.
Never letting me learn my lessons.
Never allowing me to notice the "WRONG WAY" signs until it was too late.


On the opposing side you had the "rebels" the until toujours hidden morals.
Suggesting bigger & better ways,
happier & brighter days.
Not just whispering but bellowing "CARPE DIEM!"

Verbal Violence

Your look offends me,
prejudice too prominent on your sleeve.

I try to ignore it but you bump your EGO in my comfort zone
An EGO just like all - each & every one of ya'll, you fucking clone.

EGO -yeah you say it all the time
Beyonce didn't invent it, bet you didn't know it's latin for "I" you spineless swine!

Shut your mouth, turn your phone off & your education on,
oh my bad I forgot smart & witty are the new ugly & fatty, WRONG!

100% on a test?
Last time you scored that was on a facebook mafia quest.

And YOU want to school ME on music,
ok ok, lets play a game right quick:

Queens
You tell me about Nicky Minaj
I eye you & ask Pharoah Munch, Ladies love & NASTY NAS?!

Brooklyn
all you know is
that their broads are the finest!

Don't YOU know Papoose, DEF & Talib, Busta, MOP got that Crooklyn mindset?!

Ok enough burrow.
I forgot, your opinion is MTV borrowed.

ATL
You get all hyphy cause now you can name 'um
I ain't tryna hear shit from you but Andre 3000 & Big Boy. I claim 'em!

I'd bring up the Westcoast but I already know you ain't heard of Blu,
but quick to boast & tell me "You're a white german girl so you have no clue!"

CHICAGO
You're about to tell me Kanye West.
You've only liked him since he stuck that bigg ol heart on his chest!

I throw the towel.You know NOTHING.
News Flash: Your imagination is rotting in a coffin .

You can twitter for hours but fail to hold a real convo for more then 5 min.
I'm a lady so I don't do this but I'm tempted to walk all over your electronics with some size 8 timbs.

You're a man dammit ! When did taking a girl on a date turn into a holler in the inbox?
Fondling your screen, while you chattin & watchin scum on Intervention detox.

That's romantic to you?
You're the type of person to find love & propose to her on second life, you sad sad fool.

Braindead, influenced by the media
you would buy mercury muffins if a bulimic blond beach babe in a bikini offa BET handed it to ya.

Callin' me snowflake like you don't have the decency to ask my name
but oh I forgot, you don't need to "you got game"

Telling people about your 'haters'
how they sucked your swagg & suffocated. Man Later!

Wait no, this convo ain't ova,
I got 99problems & right now you're #1, HOVA!

And while he said if you don't like his lyrics you can press fast forward
you better not touch a button, delusional - thinking you 'go hard'

I'll jab you in the jaw then put a ring around your brow
like my fist was marrying your face, now bow!

I'm not jokin' what you laughin fo?
U really must want your teeth in a doggy bag - to go?!




SIKTIR LAN WORLD


Sometimes...

I just need to blast my eardrums with some grimey ass
Dead Prez & M.O.P
& say FUCK all this!
For the duration of my wildin
I feel like my one woman army can overcome anything.


p
A SWAT-Team
the Juggernaut
or my current life situation.


I put on my gasoline boots & walk through hell.
Write down my thoughts & vent as well.
Once I'm done & my ears are ringing like a mofo
I feel like on 5 doppelte espressos
& ready to hit real life in it's mandula.

EXTENDED LIKE A RULA!





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Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Butterflies in a jar


Safe from harm
robbed of their freedom
love is cont...ained
Cont...aminated...

Unscrew the lid
let them escape...

...Never

When I follow ME
it leads away from YOU

escape the golden torture chamber...



Monday, July 13, 2009

A fucking knight in shinin armor!

Refresh my memory....
Or I might never find him inbetween these peasants klad in rusty flabs....

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Rules of engagement



Do I really have to leave you outside at the candy store or is it okay to let you in but forbid you to taste?

It's fun to see you flatten your nose on the outside glass windows for a while but I would like you to smell my goodies & treats....

I'm letting you in.

But I'm sceptic - how do I know that you will try everything on the racks & not eat all at once & then bounce? & like it once you taste?

*giggles* Kelis told me her milkshake brings all boys to the yard & I told her I just want to throw this one man off guard!

& never feel the need to lock the door to my candy shop. I redecided - for now u'll have to do with a sweet lemon drop ;)